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I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
that you belong with me

you might think
I don't look
but deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you

mmmm

I'm weak
it's true

cause I'm afraid to know the answer
do you want me too?
cause my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
i'ts time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

you don't know
what you do
everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak
it's true

I'm just scared to know the ending
do you see me too?
do you even know you meant me!


I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
the way that's true


I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true. 


Okay I haven't blogged in a really long time. Simply no time. I opened this page so many times then I attended to the other tabs until very late then realized I don't have time to sit down properly to type a good post. Ever since I went t UK! that was how long ago. I don't have much time now either, but I'm gonna repay the time I spent here blogging with hours studying later tomorrow early morning. Mid years are in 2 days but I gotta get this out? Relax a bit.

Honestly, ever since I returned from UK, it was basically the feeling of stepping out from a fairytale storybook, and setting foot onto the land of reality. There's a reason why "harsh" usually comes with "reality" because it is harsh. Seriously, with every passing day, I remember something that I haven't done, and add it on to my mountain of things to do as time slips away like sand from in between your fingers. I wish I can become a sponge. Just absorb everything by just reading it once. Haha. But sadly, if I was a sponge, I wouldn't be here posting this. 

And I'm not going to ask for more time. I had a lot of time. I guess in UK even though i was really tired after a full day of activities, I could have squeezed out the last few ounces of my energy to read a chapter. Now I have so many chapters to read and digest, its getting a little overwhelming. So what am I doing here when I need more time? I just needed to release some tension. I felt like a balloon that was being stretched before its blown up just now. Especially in physics class, when at a point I couldn't catch up with everybody else because I haven't read that chapter. Then everyone else kept flipping the page when I wanted to understand the previous question fully first. Yes I know its my fault, never study before class. But it is very demoralizing when for every question I have to look left and right for help because I can't get the answer. When everyone else can get the answer. Argh. 

But I'm not gonna give up, I can still do this. If can pass, I hope can pass properly. If fail, then at least give it my best shot and don't fail so badly. yup I can! (:

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